do you ever get anxiety when thinking about how you’re not really living your life that you just go to school and eat and sleep and do homework and then after that you’re gonna get a job and you’ll work the rest of your life maybe marry and have kids and then you die and you haven’t even lived at all i can’t breathe
I just got an interview with Columbia University and I am freaking out. The lady called me and I told her I couldn’t make it, because I was so shocked, I had to call her back to schedule it. I have no clue what to say or do tomorrow. I was secretly hoping my application would get lost somewhere
Multiple people have told me how their late teens were “the good old days” for them and I’m sitting looking at my life like “tf?”. I don’t want to feel like this for the rest of my life. I know I should live in the moment, but I feel like everything I do now is in perpetration for something better in the future. I don’t know how to live in the moment and I really wish I did.